https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZfA9YWnILs
Old discontinued translation that I continued and revised.
思い描いてた場所とは違うみたいだ こんな自分になる筈じゃないと 悔やんだりする Why do you say？ Why do you say？ 僅か小さい棘 触れた様な痛みが始まりを連れてきた
Before long それは次第に深くなる How many times？ 消せない記憶 痕を拵えて 永遠の礎になってやるって 心臓めがけてゆく
傷つけることでしか 自分護れずにいた 気が付けばもう Heartache 恋しくなっていた 信じられる奴は Who's that？ 見つけられないで Have a grudge 立っていられない 歪んでなきゃ My mind
Yeah… Crash する様な 不安 Feeling まだ 虚勢 張る様に 罵声 浴びせた Everything is… 嘘つき Enemies だったらいいや 壊しちゃえばいいや
Why do I say？ Why do I say？ どうして？報われる筈だと 思いこんだ弱さが もたらした代償は
Come around 何を甘えていたのだろう How many days？ 希望に揺れた日々は真実だって 恐れずに受け入れろ 過去も今も 認める自分になれ
抱いてやることでしか 乗り越えられない 時間ときを止めてた Heartache 目覚めよプライド 感じてたいのは We're alive 絶えることのない Keep the fire この痛みを強さに変えれば
Right… どんな場所でもいい Right… どんな自分でもいい
感じてたいのは We're alive 絶えることのない Keep the fire 歩いていこうぜ 予想もしない未来[あした]へ
This seems different from the place I had imagined I find myself regretting at times, “I wasn’t supposed to turn out this way” Why do you say? Why do you say? Like a faint prick of a small, tiny thorn It all began with a slight pain
Before long It gradually deepens How many times? Inerasable memories, leaving behind scars ”We’ll make ourselves an eternal foundation within you” [1] Going straight for the heart
I could only protect myself by hurting others Before I knew it, heartache had taken over I’d begun to feel a longing Someone I can trust—who’s that? I can’t find anyone—have a grudge I can’t stand steady unless my mind is twisted
Yeah… Like heading toward a crash, an uneasy feeling still lingers Putting on a front of bravado, I hurled insults Everything is… lying enemies If that’s the case, then fine—might as well break it all
Why do I say? Why do I say? Why? I thought I was supposed to be rewarded But the price for the weakness I convinced myself of has finally… [2]
Come around [2] Just what was I clinging to like a child? [3] How many days? The days swayed by hope were indeed real Accept it all without fear—both the past and the present Become someone who can accept themselves
I can only overcome it by embracing it The heartache that has stopped time Awaken, pride What I want to feel is that we’re alive A fire that can’t be put out—keep the fire If I can turn this pain into strength
Right… any place is fine Right… any version of myself is fine
What I want to feel is that we’re alive A fire that can’t be put out—keep the fire Let’s keep walking—toward a tomorrow we can’t foresee [4]